A sigh...

[draconisregena]

I could vaccuum the house, but I don't want to.
I could kill more Ivy in the back yard, but I don't want to.
I could hang the wet laundry, but I don't want to.
I could wash the dishes, but I don't want to.
I could listen to the neighbors argue, but I really don't want to.

Is there nothing in this house that I can do, that's useful that I want to do? All in all I will probably do ALL these things, because if I don't Richard will and that takes his attention off me and boy when he is home. I don't want that either. I hate being so clingy sometimes, but he's really the only human contact I get during the day that doesn't stare at me as if I have two heads or openly challenge my authority.

I think, the only thing I will do right now is ride down to the C1000 to see what dinner is going to be tonight.

Gods I'm bored.

Comments

[teensy80.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Pounce me on chat It won't be face to face contact but talking in all forms is good.

[mairegirl.livejournal.com]

Take care of yourself, get out and find new comer groups.

since my knowledge of the geography of the Nethlands is non-existence. I have no i idea if these are in your neck of the woods or not.

http://www.nhifc.org/

http://www.toastmasters.nl/

http://newcomersclub.christmasshoppes.org/~christma/newcomersclub/nl.html

[aztecknight.livejournal.com]

These are very good ideas if any are nearby. You need to have things to do that you want to do.