*shakes head*

[draconisregena]

It's been another one of those odd days, and it's not even close to over yet. I might have to update again.

I dreamed about Him again last night, and it was beautiful as always. I wrote this one down though, I want to keep it forever.

Had to sing in church this morning which when my mother is my duet partner is always an ordeal. I was 2 minutes late, and the fucking lecture didn't end until we were walking in the door to church and she saw someone she knew. I hate it when she does that. I also Hate her comments like "You don't respect yourself but its about time you started respecting others...This after all is NOT about you girl" Where the hell does she get off saying I don't respect myself. No...If I didn't respect myself, I would be a fucking whore like some of the ladies (And i use the term loosely) that I am aquainted with. I may not like myself very much, but I do respect myself. /endrant

The singing was ok, got a good reaction to our songs. My voice didn't break, or even shake at all. It was remarkably clear considering my mental state.
I am now going to go play World of Warcraft.

Comments

[aztecknight.livejournal.com]

First about the icon: YES. Don't do it.

Mothers can be like that. But remember that you stil have yours.

Now I want you to think about something you said. You respect yourself but you do not like yourself. How does that work? What do you respect in you? Or is it the respect you give to everyone?

Finally, what do you mean by the whore comment? Just curious.

* hug *

[draconisregena.livejournal.com]

First of all it's a rhetorical Icon. Im not sure I could do it. Hurt myself yes, kill myself? No. The circumstances would have to be much more dire.
Two, you are right...I do still have my mother. What I would like to do with her most days doesn't bear repeating however.
Three, I don't know.
Four, IM me and I'll explain the whore comment, I don't want to actually post it.
Have interview...must dash.