Wdding and other thoughts

So I went to Jessica and Josh's wedding on Saturday...I got there way early because I had no idea how long it would take me to get from my house to the church (especially since I was supposed to get directions and I never did...hah!) I went to the library to waste an hour. Wedding was pretty, I admit to giggling when the singing started, the tone of her voice startled me a little. Not bad, just different. Went to the bride's house after the wedding for snacks and stuff. I noticed that Josh had gotten red sauce on the BACK of his vest, and I am still not sure how he managed that. Josh remembered my name, which was cool because I think I've only met him once before then. Drove in the convoy to the reception site, only had to turn around twice. Food. Dancing. Being flirted with by the photographer. Dancing. New favorite drink, Ameretto Stone Sours. And then shock of my life, I caught the bouquet. This will be the 4th bouquet that I have caught which makes me think that someone is trying to tell me something. My dad said They were just affirming that I am a good catch..Thanks Dad.

Started a new Illuminaton today, something I'm copying from the Book of Kells. Hard but it's a challenge and I love it. I just need to kick my own ass into doing the things that I love. I'm just unmotivated. I don't really ever want to do anything, and I'm not sure why that is because I'm happy enough. I think I need help with that. I however do NOT think that help needs to involve medication.

I got to TALK to one of my best friends today so I am actually happy. He tends to make me giggle a lot. Not fair. I luv ya' Richey, you know that right? So I keep having dreams about a pair of certain someones...I wish I could snuggle up with either one of them. *sigh* Distance is an unfortunate thing when you want to be with someone, or meet someone as the case may be. How is it that my closest friends are so damned far away?

Oh by the way Chris darlin' I'm still waiting for that phone call you promised me.