Ups and Downs

Every time I seem to rebuild things the way I like it something seems to happen to tear it all down. I just don't think I know what to tell my friends anymore, if I should tell them anything at all. He (and y'all know what he I'm talking about) is completely ignoring me. I want to try to work it out and he won't even talk to me. I want him to want to talk to me...I want this to be a normal functional relationship. I don't know why it can't be, if we try. Why am I not worth enough to him to try?

I finished my degree on Thursday, we'll see how I do after that. I am trying not to go back into retail or waiting tables. I hate selling things, and I always get jerks for customers so why bother right...So the first thing I do when I get home is start researching Nursing Programs in the area. Dawn I'm going to curse you forever for putting this idea in my head...Thanks...

On a random note, I really really need chocolate.